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Dream IRL.

I sat alone in my dark little room.

Alone in my house.

I had my headphone's on, I was listening to Coldplay - fix you.

I was almost asleep.

I started to dream about a scary man, with dark clothes and dark hair.

He was standing in a foggy forest.

Suddenly i was standing in front of him, in a white silk dress.

He looked right in my eyes.

His eyes were blue like heaven and he looked so unhappy, and sad at the same time.

I felt sad for him.

His eyes were so deep and beautiful.

The longer i stared at him, the more colder I felt.

Without looking away he took a few steps closer.

I was surprised that he didn't take his eyes of me.

Then I heard a voice from the foggy forest, 'Take care of him, and he will take care of you'.

Fog started to gather around my legs.

The fog was pushing me forwards.

So I started to walk towards the man.

He had also started to walk towards me.

I stopped.

So did him, right in front of me.

Then he bent over and picked up a little white fragile flower, and gave it to me.

He said, you are like this flower. Beautiful, innocent and frightened.

I felt that my heart beat faster, my stomach had butterflies.

Then he took me in his arms and kissed me.

Suddenly he was touching my breast and body at a disgusting way.

I didn't like it all!

So i pushed him away.

But he grabbed me again.

He didn't let go of me, even if I rejected him.

Then he pulled my white silk dress of and threw me on the ground.

I tried and tried to push him away but I didn't succeed.

Then he hit me in the face.

I felt dizzy.

He stood up now, tried to take his pants of.

I though that this was my chance to kick his legs aside and run away.

So I did.

And he fell to the ground.

I started to run.

I had no feeling in my toes, I was so cold.

I looked back, i saw him running but now he had a knife.

I keep on running, until a saw a house.

I looked closer, it was my house!

I tripped.

And he grabbed my foot and cut my toes off!

Oh, fuck it hurt!

So i kicked him in his face with my other foot.

Now I was running faster cause he was right behind me.

But it hurt so bad!

Now i had reach my house, so i got in and locked the door.

I ran to my room and lay down in the bed and hope to wake up from the dream!

I head him up stairs, coming after me.

I tried to wake up but i didn't.

Splash! He cut my wrist of.

Splash splash, right trough my heart.

My heart beat slower.

I couldn't breathe.

The blood was flowing down my body.

The man lean over and whispered in my ear, 'you didn't take care of me, but I took care of you'.

My hole life was running by in my head.

Then... I took my last breath.

Everything was black, and I didn't wake up.

But I saw him in white clothes on a doorstep, waving goodbye.

And at these words he crumbled to dust on the doorstep.

It wasn't a dream.

I was dead and so was he.